Monday, June 01, 2009

You Are All of This to Me
Melissa Collette

You're the thought that starts each morning,
the conclusion to each day.
You are in all that I do,
and everything I say.

You're the smile on my face,
the twinkle in my eye.
The warmth inside my heart,
the fullness in my life.

You're the hand that's laced in mine,
the coat upon my back.
My friend, my love,
my shoulder to lean on.

You're my silly, mature, caring,
thoughtful, bright and honest guy.
The one who holds me tightly,
when I need to cry.

You're the dimple in my cheek,
the ever-constant tingle in my soul.
The voice that makes me weak,
the happiness of my life.

You are all I've wanted,
you are all I need.
You are all I've dreamed of,
you are all of this to me.

Two of Me
Anne G. Fegely

I never thought I'd find myself
the day that I found you.
Plans for only
one of me
are future plans for
two.
Soul mates in this universe
that make the world surreal.
For when I'd give up on dreams
you showed me love is real.
And now that all my love for you
will never cease to grow,
please take me in your loving arms
and never let me go.

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Friday, March 20, 2009

aftr so long of nt blogging.... i also dunno wht to blog.............. but this is jus to revive my bloggie alil b4 i let it die fr midyrs............

hmm.... since.... 1jan huh... let me think wht happened ar......

...processing...

...processing...

...processing...

all i cn say is..... term1 is OVER!!!!!! at long last!!! 3 more terms den alvls and THROW AWAY TEXTBOOKS!!!!!! ok no.. tt's wasting money........ ok im so nt lookin fwd to tt...... unless someone promises me a nice vacation in aus or switz or germany or venice or london or canada....... den i'll look fwd.. if nt.. NONO!!

ok nw is chiong syf and stil keep up to/improve grades time....... dunno hw's tt gonna b possible...... but ya.. somehow i jus gotta make it all work out rite?? coz... NTH'S IMPOSSIBLE W ISABELLE!!! ((:

CT last week was a total screw up la..... gp is gg... econs almost gg.. phy i thot was btr than econs which is weird ok nt rly but also gg... chem def gg.... but i kp my fingers crossed... math... sigh.......... dunnid say alr la.......... if tyco den i stil cn do well... nt tyco den gg lyk crazy......... ok tt's CT for you.....

i think term1 was a rather crazy term...... time pass so fast!! alr gg end of march hols!! term1 was worse than last yr whn we chiong pw lo!! its lyk ok la nc slp slightly earlier... but d amnt of wrk!! CRAZY!!! do non-stop de!!!den whn u finally finish it n stop owing homework... less than a day everything piles up agn and d whole cycle repeats...... fer d whole term!!! its tt sian...!!! i think i broke my own record la....!!!!! of nt coming online fr so long!!! i think i whole term only came online lyk 5 times in total.....!!!!!!!!!!!! ok la mb slightly more? but def elss than 10!!!! whn i used to b online EVERYNIGHT!!!! okok....... tt's abt all fr term 1........

sci camp... was....... relatively fun.... quite ok la... nt as bad as i expected it to turn out but nt as fun as i wanted it to b.......... ok tt's fr sci camp..............

sighs........ feeling kinda messed up......... over some things... esp one..... i rly dunno if i shld make tt decision and transfer over lo............ lyk so mean la... but i dun see a pt in staying......... i rly dunno.... and no one seems to b able to tell me the right thing to do!!!! how? how? how? sighs..... i rly dunno le..... ):

ytd went nic's hse study w her.... wah fr d first half of d tym [b4 lunch] i was sneezin thruout!!! den nvr do much...!!! den aftr lunch went her hse instead of d study lounge....... ok studied more... coz i stop sneezing...... den aftr awhile tim came over.... den nic n i jus laugh non-stop coz of some funny things....... left at abt close to 630..... den ya come home eat dinner come online play den slp -.-...... this is wht i call no life coz its so boring!!!! ok but d tym spent at nic's hse was fun!!! ((: jus love to spend time at her hse be it studying or playin or jus to stone....... haha... coz of her tt makes it so fun... all d rubbish talking...... d joking around etc........ hmm i think d next tym wil b june hols le ): sch reopen cannot de..... sigh........... den suppose to study w jes tday....! but nvr arrange w her anws.... oh wells.... sry jes!!! some other tym k? weekends aft syf!! or june hols k?? ((:

ok ive updated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!! but rly dunno whn's d next tym i'll update lo... so yea... stay tuned.....

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Monday, January 19, 2009

How Do I Love Thee
Elizabeth Barrett Browning


How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right.
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, --- I love thee with the breadth,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! --- and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

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Thursday, January 01, 2009

first and foremost..... HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!! ((:

hmm this new year.... my resolutions....... hahaha... ok i dun write new year resolutions....!!!!

lets see.......

- study hard... ace all exams... INCLUDING ALEVELS!!!
- get scholarship
- go overseas [Gold Coast, Switzerland, Germany, Paris, London........]
- NOT CUT MY HAIR!!!
- hit 10k!!!
- be a good girl (((:
- LOSE WEIGHT!!!!!!! [ITS A MUST!!!]

HAHAHA!! there you have it... my resolutions..... XD

my hair is totally screwed.... d person cut firnge fer me lyk cut banks lyk tt!! so shitty!!!! sigh.... tt's y am not gonna cut my hair fer d rest of d yr........ give my firnge a yr to grow back den i cut back my old hairstyle......... hmph... so angry can!!!!! so sucky!!! @#%$&$%^@$^%%&#^@&*&$*&%$@*#*^$!%#@&&#!#@^$#!$!!&%$

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Tuesday, December 16, 2008

hmm 5 days of tuition alr.. 3 days to go.. rather 2 fer me.. lol.. ytd n tdae met dear fr lunch aft tuition((: lol.. hmm hv yet to start xmas shopping.. or rather i only finished my fam de.. frens all hvnt.. so machiam hvnt start.. yeaps.. tdae aftr tuition while walking to ps fer lunch saw charlotte, iggy, kenneth and ben tan... lol.. ok... lyk v long nvr see dem...... den on my way home whn cutting thru hgm.. saw kevin... LOL...! lyk kp meeting church ppl... so cool... and all those whom ive nt met in AGES!!! esp kevin.... lol...... ok dun count char in.. coz i jus saw her at hgm nt long ago.......... heh...... tmr gt penitential service.. oh wells.. den thurs gt final prac fer concert n friday!!! concert day!!!! gosh.....!!! i btr start memorizing o magnum mysterium!!! stil cnt get one part of it... rather rmbr....... yar........ lyk in d middle of no whr b4 d alleluia de.. ok...i bet ppl dunno wht i talking le..lalalalalala oh wells.... 8 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS!!!! SOMEONE!!!! GO DO LAST MINUTE CHRISTMAS SHOPPING WITH ME!!!!!! need to finish it desperately!!!!!!!!

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Friday, December 05, 2008

hmm wanted to update abt batam trip... but yar.. jus feeling v lazy... lyk bck fer a week le stil hvnt update.. so mb whn i feel less lazy den i'll let the pics do the talking................

went out w nic n yx tdae.. to sign up fer phisics crash course..... yeps.. den aftr yx left, nic n i went starbucks get frappe... ((: v long nvr drink frappe alr!!! since the last tym vivien's mum treated me to it whn we went PP and i puked aftr tt.. [opps....] yea... rly enjoyed it.. though was stil coughing alil n it was ice blended......... but yea was v tired so at least tt woke me up alil....... while walking at PS, saw jes n fc.... talked awhile den we contd walking, drink finish den go home........ in the train we suddenly ran out at kovan... kinda funny la... lyk random..... walked hlm.. bought straws and double sided tape.............. walked awhile more den went home.... lol.... v long nvr go out w nic alr!!! ((: oh den b4 tt... guitar prac.... SIAN!! delayed by one whole hour!!! wth! nvm leh..... we spend lyk 4mths practising the 11pgs syf piece... until we all nearly perfected it... n now they pass us a new score of the same song... transposed to D maj.......... nvm..... NEED TO LEARN FRM THE SCRATCH AGN!! WTF LA!!! arrgh!!!! tt nvm!!! I LEFT MY FAV PEN IN THE GUITAR ROOM!!!! n lyk i no more pen! had to get a new one lo!!! if nt dun need do homework alr!!! plus no more guitar prac til next yr!!! ): ltr if the cleaner clean the room den throw my pen im gonna b so heart broken!!!! sighs..................................

dunno why but lyk ive almost recovered frm my sickness aftr batam trip.... den everything seems to come back..... my sore throat... my fever... but all slight ones.. on n off.... nvm... i hv sudden outbreak of rashes... n bruises... plus a v bad stomachache...... tt i cldnt eat anything fer dinner.... so only ate dessert... but had diahorrea agn whn i reached home...... sighs.... jus feeling weird.. n weak.. n alil tired... n my vision is lyk blurred... thruout........ nt my degree increase or wht lo.. jus dunno why... lyk as if smth translucent is blocking my view.............. n 3 of my fingers suddenly turned kinda red n swelled during guitar.......... it was quite bad.... nw nt tt bad but stil swollen lo... sighs..... ):

yea.. ok.. shall end here fer now.... will post up some pics whn i hv the time... till then...

dear... i miss you.. take care.. God bless.. 8 more days...

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Thursday, November 13, 2008

1T21 Chalet!! 11Nov08 - 13Nov08

11nov2008;tuesday

went to sch at lyk normal sch tym!! super retarded.. jus to hand in the certs.. den went to the grandstand dere to read while tim ty n roy played bball.. wasted quite abit of tym in the canteen............... aft tt went e-block dere wan study but nvr also... went home slp awhile...... bathed etc den went to meet suppposedly tim kkm jessie n joy at pasir ris end up is tim n ty.......... yeaps.. reached dere 5plus... no one was at the chalet all dunno go whr... except wf who was lyk super engrossed in watchin a korean drama... n kim n moth who were in the room....... we put our things dwn den went to the beach.... lyk eh so much fer gg dere anws.. LOL... bbq started at lyk dunno wht tym... but yar while waiting etc everyone was in their own world... playing cards, playin mahjong, watching tv, and dunno wht the 7ppl were doing in the room..... hurhur... the food was................ average only.......... but oh wells.. at least nvr lao sai so its ok... yeaps.... haha.... i think i only like the cheese hotdog.. bwahahha!! anws left at lyk almost 11...... reached home at 12.... den went to slp immediately coz next day gt guitar.... [sian]

12nov2008;wednesday

went to sch fer guitar.. lyk wth waited so long fer d freaking bus end up i was freaking 30min late! but nvm... prac as boring as usual.... aftr tt had lunch in sch.. den tim n i went my hse.... lyk ya i delayed abit coz dunno wht to pack.. den also went to bathe.. aftr tt rushed down to ica w him to collect his passport........ waited super long lyk 218 ppl in waiting b4 his number..... yar........ den went his hse aftr tt fer him put dwn things take things n bathe........ went to whitesands fer dinner at abt 8plus 9 alr....... den went to downtown meet the rest coz they gg hv dinner dere....... tok d keys went bck first rest awhile b4 d rest came bck..... played abit of cards...

13nov2008;thursday

went to walk pasir ris park tghr to play sparklers and poppers at 12mn...... went breakwater emo..... den went bck to the chalet.. played somemore....... den tim n i went dwn to slp at abt 3 while the rest remained in the room to play......... slpt til 5plus den wanted to go watch sunrise but walk out abit further it started to rain... so went bck in to slp... til 8... under d stairs coz d previous spot beside d table abit cold... went to downtown fer breakfast.... joy n kkm were alr dere.... so yar lyk aftr tt d 4 of us headed bck to the chalet.. d rest were stil slpin!! only khem n jes woke up..... so played mahjong den started clearing up the place........... den ya some nt nice things happened........ aftr tt chck out... went to whitesands food court so d rest cn eat brunch........ end up lyk also abit screwed la..... only afew ate.... nvm..... den 7 out of the 9 ppl who were dere fell aslp.............!!! anws left dere at 1plus? yea.. reached home at abt 2plus... slpt til 530.. watched tv til 8..... had dinner n dere im online.... hehe...

sian tmr gt guitar at 8...... cn die........... sighs...

ahh!!!! 3d2n is real short!!!! i miss the fun at the chalet.... wished it was longer n the weather was better!! oh wells.... lyk next one wil b next yr or wil dere even b one next yr???

dear.. thanks for all the fun as well.. if it wasnt for you perhaps i wldnt hv enjoyed myself as much.. yea.. thanks alot... love you <3

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Song Title: Can I Have This Dance